Monday, April 27, 2009

The Most Beautiful Rainbow I Ever Seen

Was coming down from bus and plan to get something to eat for my dinner then I look up the sky and saw this most amazing rainbow of all time in my life so far. Is too bad that I dont have any better camera with me as I only used my mobile camera function to snap it but honestly it look so much better in real as it look like its really glowing, its cool



The first picture was taken at 1945 while the last one was taken at 1955, it just show us that in life if you hestitate or think too much the most beautiful thing that might happened in your life might just slip through your grasp.

DO NOT LET YOUR DREAMS SLIP THROUGH YOUR HANDS and most important never ever let anyone important to u go, you will regret it for sure.

Look around you,appreciate the people around you and you shall be appreciated

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Thursday, April 2, 2009

a message from a friend

Dear Saw,

I read about your "routine" life in UK. I realised that you have become slightly negative and going against "life". What happen ? Is it because the work over there tires you? Or is it that you have lost your dream? I do wanna hear from you !!

It is at this point of time that you start to appreciate what u have in life and hold on to your dreams. It is this time where life test your patience and how persevere are u in your dreams.. SO what is your dream currently?

Start reading SAW !! i know at this point of time, your motivation is low. I have been thru that before. But think about it, life is not that meaningless.HEY!!! U R IN LONDON OK !!! GET A LIFE !!!

WORK YOUR WAY UP TO THE TOP !! start planning what;s your ambition there. Are u gonna change the job soon ? when is your contract gonna end? What's your next step gonna be.

Life aren't stagnant. It keeps going. AND SO MUST WE ! life here in NUS is as BORING and LIFELESS is i wanna think it that way. 2 students just committed suicide in NTU due to stress and pressure. BUT, there are unlimited opportunity to learn and grow as well.

KEEP learning and keep growing SAW ! i'm looking forward to seeing u at the top. stay positive and climb the ladder of success. ALL THE BEST !


i m deeply touched about this message from a friend of my, so come look whats wrong with Saw ? i was in Manchester having my routine life and I decided to break it and head for London,Oh my how wrong could it be at the moment..Expenses are baldy high and at the moment i just having a part time job that barely cover my expenses.
anyway back to the article , have i lost my dreams ? am i being negative and going against life ? or am i simply exhausted ? honestly i think i simply go back to what Saw used to be in the 1st place, negative,self-centred, selfish,lazy and etc that u can think of...UK doesnt change me thats what I am i guess,just that conditions in UK bring it out again just like Naruto who reveal the nine tails fox when he is being cornered.

Talking about dream, whats my dream again ? maybe is my stupid mistake..I come to uk with 1 dream and 1 dream only thats is to earn enough £££ and go back to Malaysia to prove to that particular girl that Saw can make it in life too, just because my dad doesnt owns chains of shop Saw cant make it in life. Maybe i was dead wrong since the beginning as I realise this girl isnt worth it after all, i guess from there i m lost..Why would i waste my time on such a girl when there are so many nice people and women around me ? Maybe because of attachment,i simply cant let go of the grudge that i hold inisde me, some of u might think i m bullshitting again but it doesnt matter.I know i m telling the truth.

Anyway i think i should do some deepthinking and organise back my life,life isnt a bed of roses but it also definately not a dump of bullshit.

To my this friend I thank you for your concern and I shall and I will be right back on track. TQ you chuan

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